Hello World, this is a blog about Scoliosis and my descent into addiction, an eating disorder, and Depression. Please leave comments and questions. My goal is to let you know that you’re not alone. I’m not using AI. Everything is straight from my heart.
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Little white pills
may 4, 2025 I didn’t realize writing this blog was going to be so exposing, and personal. But, you are either all in or all out. I believe the only way to truly have an effect on people is to be completely honest. That’s how you truly heal. So nothing will be sugar coated. So,
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Change is ahead….
May 2, 2025 So it’s 6:30 am. I have to include in this that I am NOT using AI to write this! All my own words they are. I have to be at the hospital at 7:30 I wanted to blog pre surgery and post surgery. My Blood Pressure is 162/107. This is probably nerves,
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One more day……
May 1, 2025 Well, tomorrow is my c5 c6 decompression and fusion. To say I’m scared would be an understatement. Please God, help me just one more day….. Waking up each day in high school had been more and more of a challenge. The snooze button was becoming my awful friend. the stiff coldness of
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The Day I Lost
April, 30, 2025 I can’t imagine what it feels like to have your brain being taken over by disease…And there’s nothing you can do. Lewy Body disease. Those words stung and I knew it was the beginning of the end. As soon as they put my mother on a major tranquilizer/anti psychotic, I knew I
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Just Another Tuesday
April 29, 2025 So Today is Tuesday. Three more days before my surgery is to be performed. Please God …guide the surgeon’s hands. Let them take their time, have control, but mostly really care… There’s a disconnect so many times between the doctor and patient. My orthopedic doctor that I had for my Scoliosis didn’t
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validation
I’m beginning to understand why I’ve felt so invisible.Shall we say it goes way back to age 12 at that moment….. I was half naked. All I was wearing were my bra and underwear. […]
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Hello World
April 26th 2025 it’s so frustrating wanting to reach out to family and friends, but the push button on “go” doesn’t run. The intent is there but the motivation is silent. Oh there’s so much I wan.t to say, So I start…… I want to affect people in a positive way and if I can