Milestones

In life there are milestones. Some joyous, some agonizing. I don’t know if I have enough strength anymore to look into the blank stare of a woman who used to be so full of life. I miss her. I often ask God why? I don’t understand this cruel world. I guess we’re not meant to realize the indications of our lessons here when we’re here on Earth. All we can do is trust and believe that it’s for a greater good.

I often think that God gives us just a little bit of Himself to expand on when we come to Earth. What we do with this part of Him can be exponentially good if we choose. It’s like the flutter of a butterfly leading to a tidal wave leading to something maybe we can’t conceive.

In the end we reunite with Him becoming a giant sphere of His love, hopefully bringing something magnificent and astounding back.

I can only hope that this is true. That my mom, too becomes part of this sphere.