So I have to talk about life today. When you care about someone so deeply and see them wither away day by day it becomes excruciating.
Why? Why God? We are born and become this beautiful, vivacious being, only to become this gaunt, emaciated human. It’s inevitable. No matter how amazing you are today you too, will shrivel. You will become one with the Earth again. To understand life is impossible. Entropy consumes everything around you. Thoughts become demented, befuddled. No longer can you do the simplistic daily exercises for yourself. Being a newborn again fills your space.
You have to watch the person you love go through these things and then this becomes your reality,,,,,,,,,,,,
Reaching in and ripping out the morbid, somber torment in your heart and throwing back to the universe becomes your focus. Each day gnaws at you as you awake knowing it’s only going to worsen.
I ask the Holy Spirit for help. Please help me help my mother on her journey.
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